I was originally going to update my blog daily with shit my roommate does to piss me off, and believe me I could’ve. Today I found out I got the studio I applied for and will be living on my own by the end of the month. I’ve been trying to cut negativity out of my attitude so why both listing stuff that will have 0 effect on me in a matter of days. Lifes too short they say, sometimes it feels like the opposite.
Life’s been fine lately, and just that. I’m getting used to routine; sleep til 11, drink coffee, check emails, twitter, facebook. Shower, eat lunch with a tv show on, go to work and repeat. i’m not thrilled about this, I feel too young for this mundane routine. Work is great, hang out with rockstars to some extent, but it’s just too repetitive, where’s the challenge? I still itch to travel, and deep down I know I should quit my job, sell my belongings and hit the road. I am forgetting more and more Spanish each day, such a waste. Truth is though, life isn’t that bad in the scheme of things, so it’s hard to fix something that isn’t truly broken.
I have a bald spot in my beard now, I think it’s alopecia, which can be caused by stress which came during a month of 50-60 hour weeks a few months back. It is getting bigger, i’m not sure if this means that the stress is still there or what, but i’m really self-conscious of it, people notice it. I have a doctor’s appointment in September and I hope they can fix it. I had alopecia in my hair when i was a youngster and they gave me cream to put on it and it grew back, I hope that happens again, I need a full beard.
